C1
We rehearse our flaws
On the grandest of stages
(No virtues allowed)
C2
Disappointment lives
When hearts and minds stubbornly
Hold onto the past
C3
It is hard to start
Finding the truth in yourself
Is part of the deal
C4
Life brings pain and loss
It can also bring great joy
Take each as it comes
C5
Multiple lovers
Can you truly know yourself
When never alone
C6
Daddy killed mom
He tried to open my door
I never feel safe
C7
Grandma is a witch
Everyone is respectful
Her hugs are scary
C8
I am no damned good
My mom tells me every day
I don't want to try
C9
She is beautiful
Smiling, tan, fit and so blond
I need to diet
C10
I sweated bullets
She said she planned to end it
She called on Monday
C11
It's painful to start
Trusting a stranger is hard
Promise it will help
C12
It had been five years
Still thinking about our talks
She called to thank me
C13
I was a mistake
They were young, foolish and drunk
And yet, here I am
C14
Overwhelming pain
Eased little by little
Talking to my shrink
C15
It's hard to love Dad
He always beats up our mom
He's bad when he's drunk
C16
We try to be good
Somehow we always fail
Being hated hurts
C17
Focus on limits
Your mind will build you a cage
Focus on living
C18
Wounded and damaged
Mind and body bent with pain
He will still endure